I like having a significant other that I can just talk to. Like sit around or cuddle and talk to. After riding, a day in the studio, just anything and we can just talk.
It’s nice to have an even keel, mutually affectionate relationship where I don’t feel used.
I’m supported in the things I do and vice versa. What a feeling to spend long, warm spring nights laying outside and talking about anything and everything.
I needed that. I really did need that closure. And now, months later, I finally got it and I feel a lot better and a lot less guilty about what happened.
My mom just told me she’s made me into a monster.
Ever since Annabel has been rather mean towards me and I’ve wanted to do something about it, that’s all I’ve felt like. A fucking monster.
I feel like I have had a weight taken off of my shoulders. I like the truth and I don’t like to pry it out of people but it feels so much better when I hear it even if it isn’t something I want to hear. Just knowing that people, even if they lie before, can still tell the truth, is simply a wonderful thing.
HOWEVER, on a brighter note.
Clearly, I am having a hard time with people making assumptions.
Well kids, assume if you must but to assume makes an ASS out of U and ME.
I find it to be such a pity when people only talk to you when they have invasive questions for you. Obviously, you don’t talk to me because you enjoy talking to me. You simply want to know things and they drop me and only pick me up when you want something that strictly benefits you or someone else to potentially maliciously hurt me.
Moral of the story: Don’t treat people like shit and cut them out unless you want to know things to either hold over their heads or tell someone else because chances are, if you respect them and appreciate them, they will give you the answers you are asking for.
So I did finally make the switch, this is now my personal blog. I took the liberty of ridding it of all other crap and now it is a safe space to post things that I want to post about. I wanted to delete my other blogs and just have fewer urls.
So here is this blog, to let my feelings run wild and facts from my personal life and my stories and photos to go.